I’ve been thinking over on what blog name should i have now. few days ago i was quite excited to start my blogging in wordpress but unfortunately, the net was down, for some odd reasons, I cant go online. And now, I’ve lost the interest. Even if i wanted to, I don’t know what to write. And I’m supposed to do a little backgrounder about myself. I even thought of starting my blog on the first day of my 2nd term. well, apparently I haven’t. So here I am, trying to rip my mind(actually my head is aching). I woke up late, opened the tv and watched 2 movies in a row. Jumper and 27 Dresses. But I’m supposed to be doing my hw in Produma, doing some readings and preparing my agenda for tomorrow’s meeting. ohh. It is tiring. I wanna quit all these crap. It’s just that I can’t be any other amazing someone that this deym pressure is occupying my sanity. Have i been missing that life without worries and anxieties.
Really. When i was in highschool, I wasn’t someone way back. I maybe someone in the academics field, but aside from that, i’m no one na.

my extra curriculars in HS(madami lang talga ako ECCA nung HS, actually lahat naman kame eh. 30% kase ng criteria for honors ung ecca)

Kapag ikaw ang top sa ECCA sa class mo, ikaw ung magiging student of the month, and kapag ikaw ang may pinakamaraming ECCA(point system) sa department mo, xempre ikaw Std. of the Month – Deptl.

To start off.

• I was on the top 3 of my class.
• Team captain of Blue Team – Volleyball in 4th year, won the title Most Valuable player in 3rd year, and member of the Mythical 6 – Volleyball in 4th year.
• Member of the Cheering Squad Blue Team in 1st year and 2nd yr. In third year, we won 2nd place, that was new because ever since I knew, Blue Team has always placed third in cheering.
• Appointed News Editor of The Light in 4th year but the paper has never really been published.
• In my first year, I competed for the Inter-Mathematch Competition which unexpectedly won 1st place in district level. So i was sent as representative to compete in the district level. I was on 8th place out of 30. I really adored her who won 1st place. If I’m not mistaken she only got one mistake. With this i resent why my school hasnt taught us that much. I mean, they said we were advanced compared to other schools yet the items asked in the competition were not yet discussed to us.
• In my 2nd year, I was a member of the Amorej Dance Group, actually I joined my self. The dance troupe was quite new and the original members were actually chosen. But since i needed Extra curricular points, i joined. I can still remember that day when all the dancers were excused in class and i was hesitant to raise my hand(fearing of the embarassment to be rejected) to that teacher i hated and asked if i could join the Walastik. Walastik was a competition of street and court dance held in Lipa and participated by different schools in Batangas. That year we won a place in street and or court dance(cant remember exactly). But I can still remember we were practicing late in the night. My brother and I were both new members of that competition. Yung dancing career, hanggang 4th year na. inabot pa nga ako ng kahihiyan dito eh. amf.
• Class President of Year IV Gilroy batch 0506
• CAT Commander (di ko alam posisyon ko!)

Quiz Bees
I don’t know why but I always get a place on school quiz bees. There’s a number of quiz bees in school that are held every grading period. There are also several poster, slogan, essay-writing contests every grading period. Whether it’s by class or by department, I get a place.

Loving Math
Ever since elementary, i have loved Math already. Math just goes along with me. I can answer word problems. My math teachers always count on me. My classmates always count on me when it comes to Math subject. That is why also i was sent to compete in my 1st year.

Honors competition

I was on the top 3 of my batch. or should i say class. It’s no different anyway. in the history of my high school alma mater, they haven’t sent off a graduating batch of more than one class. The first graduating class was like more or less 10 graduates. And we were 24 in my time. And i was top 3. But even if, I still felt like the competition was really stiff. to the extent that points do matter. You know, in our grading system, the honors only differ on point somethings. There are really teachers who are biased. Those who had their pets. And most of us wear those plastic faces in school(sometimes)

Who’s in, who’s out
In my time, in my school, what’s in is the emo/rakista/punkista look whether you’re a boy or a girl. In terms of music, how they dress, how they accessorize. Black pearl earrings without, neckalces and bracelets, black chucks, tribal gears, rock band formation, know-how-to-play guitar and drums. thick eyeliners. the salitang kalye. jamming. inuman. They didn’t like britney, pinoy movies, love stories, tagalog songs if they’re not punk or rock. branded shirts and pants. rubber shoes. Samen, hindi uso ang maarte. Tae, kapag aarte arte ka sa school namen, magiging usap-usapan ka ng buong school. Kaya naman, konte lang talga maarte samen nung time namen. May pagkasiga rin ung mga babae same. Ma-porma same ung ganon. So more or less, this is my foundation. This is where I came from. And this is what i thought is the same in other places.

We were like a family. Me and my classmates. Most of us, we’ve been with each other for like 13 years(since pre-elem!) but of course, there are personality differences. My 4th year high school was really something. Kahit kanino naman eh. Eto kase ung time na parang bilang na bilang na yung araw nio as high school. Eto na ung last chance nio para makasama ung isat isa araw araw. Pede mo na sabihin sa all time crush mo na crush mo xa. Lalo kayo nagiging close. So talgang pati yung pyestahan at bertdayan na pupuntahan e nakaplano. KJ and hindi pupunta. Eto na rin yung time na iniintay intay nio ang mge results ng mga inexaman nio for college. Naalala ko, tapos na ung final exams namin non, wala na kame ginagawa. nasasayo na kung papasok ka o indi, pero xempre may attendance pa rin..tumatakas kame sa school para mag R.A.N. haha. ung mga boys ung nagyaya samin. game naman kame. haha. xempre. todo takas talga kame non. kase diba bawal naman lumbas ng school kapag school hours. haha. saya non. tapos mcdo lage. haha. 1 time, nag mcdo kaming girls, and may cute na waiter dun sa mcdo. haha. request kamne ng request non eh. haha. tapos nag-iwan kame ng note sa tissue. We made sure xa ung makakakuha non. kinuha pa nga nmin ung name nia eh.. nung lumabas kame ng mcdo tago kagad kame. haha. initay namen na makita nia ung note. aha. bigla xa tumingin sa labas after nia mabasa un. haha. laftrip.

crushes..hmmm
hmmm. if i am to be asked right now who’s my crush in high school. una sa list is si andre. amp. xa lang naalala ko so far. classmate ko xa. ako, si bespres step, si hanna, si katre, jess.. basta alam ko lahat ng girls crush xa. eh lam naman nia na marami nagccrush sa kanya. haha. ayun. ineexpress namin harap harapan sa knya na cute xa and na crush namin xa. hehe

next..? alam ko marami ako crush nung HS. haha. minsan kapag cute sila, or maglaing sila/nag eexcel sila sa isang bagay crush ko na kagad sila. o kaya kapag lagi ko sila nakikita. ) pero wala ako maremember na names. ayoko naman mag name ng names na di ko nama gano nka-crush. Nung elem, oo. si allen. at 2 tao lang nakaka-alam non. si step at mean.  naalala ko tuloy. supers seeretive ako nung hs. I handle my problems on my own. I used to be a crybaby. Sinosolo ko kase mga problems. That is why also I got used to writing. Everything i can’t tell anyone, I write them. Tahimik lang ako nung hs. I ‘m also that kind os student na kahit alam na ung sagot, di pa rin sasagot. well minsa, kapag sinisipag…

Fight with Romeo.
haha, special mention ka dito. Si romeo. I could say na xa ung siga sa school namin(peace out!) especially nung 4th year. xempre senior na kame and offciers pa kame. may pagka war freak at trouble maker- nung hisgschool ha!. (peace out ule). One time nung Values subject namin, na-mention ko xa as an example. Gash. Di ko na maalala ung topic. basta during recess. Nag dadabog na xa and just figured out na ako pala ung dahilan. ah basta. nagkulong ak osa cr ng girls! iyak ako ng iyak! pero xempre nasa side ko ung adviser namin. aha. basta nagsermon si sir non habagn humhagulhol ako sa loob ng CR. Tae naman kase, ayoko ng away. tapos ung nga ung siga pa ng school ng nakabangga ko. huhuhu. To cut the long story short. mas naging close naman kame. haha. sa lahat ng classmates ko xa ung madalas ko nakakachat.. haha. eh xa lang madalas mag-online eh.. di kase nag-oonline iba ko classmates. tsk.

I hate memorization!
I love math. I hate memorization! Yun ung number 1 weakness ko nung hs! and meron akong subject na supposedly a practical subject but became a super dooper book-based subject. Tae, kung makikita nio ung mga exams nia! grrr. super bookish ng gumawa ng exam na yun! as in word per word yung exam nia. Super illogical kase and unreasonable ung mga type of exams nia. and i honestlt hate her since my first year kase feeling nia palage xa ung tama. kahit mali, pinipilit nia na tama. At first, I didin;t know how to handle her. Kase nga Im not used with that kind of person. ayon, iyak na lang ulet akooo. hehe. Eventually may mga napapaglabasan ako ng mga saloobin ko sa mga classmates ko na asar din sa kanya haha. Isa pang nakaka-asar kase meron xang favorite sa class. I wont mention what the reason behind basta meron xang favorite. At basta xa ung mag request. granted kagad. tapos palage highest sa mga projects! Tae talga. ung mga cases na perfect ung classamte kong yon tapos ako 10 mistakes. haaay…

Tapos nung 3rd year, nagtransfer ung pamangkin nia sa school namin. Hmm. ok xa kasama at kausap, may pagkahangin, pero sabi nga nia it’s part of socialization. Well, maprinsipyo, masipag, gentlemen, at nautal na matalino pero indi maxado nag aaral, haha.
Alam naman nia siguro na marami naa-asar dun sa tita nia. pero la xa magagawa. Minsan sinsabi na namin sa kanya harapharapan na naa asar kame sa tita nia…