i learned something today. i lost something, and i learned something. i feel like that loss was that same disappointment I felt when I lost someone. That’s so long ago when I lost that someone.  That day that I lost him, I wanted to take him back but my unrelinquished pride stopped me. I wanted to take him back. The person became a part of my life and I am hurt. Hurt because I cant accept the fact that he’s not part of my world anymore. Im not materialistic. But I felt same that day when I lost this something that I’ve had enough through times before i was able to win that something. I was able to move on for months. Im going to move on in days. I need to accept. and i just need to be thankful.

It was my long-wishlisted mobile phone that I have been eyeing for months already. And I had it. And now I lost it. And it boggles my mind on how did it happen. Seriously. I was on my way home, and poof its gone. Things couls just disappear in an instance. without prioir notice. and i must be thankful. it’s just one mobile phone. It can be replaced. Im moving on.